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Name: Char
Country: United States
State: Georgia
Metro: Gwinnett
Gender: Female
Interests: umm...well..I don't really have hobbies.. However I guess that overreacting is a hobby..but then there are those psycho friends that I just happen to hang out with....
Expertise: uhhh... nothing?
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AIM:  Umm Mangos
Member Since:
1/4/2004
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| I feel like the biggest jerk ever to walk to the earth. i just want to get away. | | |
| I should be sad and upset. I should be in my bed with a box of kleenex, hating the world. Yet, I feel a great surge of joy. This joy isn't so much from singledom, but from the prospect of being able to still have a best friend after everything. He promised that he would always be there for me and wouldn't ever forget me. At first I had hard time believing that he would stay my friend, but he showed me that's what he wants.
What he wants... I always wondered what he wanted. I know now that it was just friendship. I feel like I should regret this relationship, but I don't. I don't even want to be mad, At first I was bewildered and frustrated, but now I'm just... something. I want to sit and figure things out, but I don't want to try and analyze. I actually just want to sit and talk to him; i want to catch up on things that we missed for the last two months. I want to talk to one of my best friends.
I'm not sure how things will change, if they do change. I mean, for the past couple of weeks I felt like a friend-not a girlfriend- so perhaps it will just stay that way. I want to still be able to hang out with that crowd. And someone still needs to teach me how to skateboard... oh well. I am tired of thinking for once. I'll let the seasons guide me.
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| Spring Break is only one week away. It is so hard to concentrate in school right now. There is so much going on: GHSGT, allergies, upcoming spring break, the boy, church. There are no negatives at the moment and I'm glad for that. This past weekend 6 other youth and myself (along with my dad) went to a two-day conference at the Gwinnett Arena called Dare2Share. It was quite an experience and I am glad that we got to go again this year. In reagrds to school, I don't really want to do this testing. The pollen outside has pretty much turned my car yellow and I mean YELLOW. What else? perhaps the boy? Well, let's see. Things are going quite well and I don't really have any worries. He has surprised me lately. Exciting. Hmm, I don't have anything else to talk about really.
SAPA Winter Guard Championships this weekend in Macon. Exciting! Wish us luck!
I'm peace out.
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| I hate this. I really, really, really dislike being lied to. that's all.
In the words of Brand New:
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Hope you come down with something they can't diagnose
Don't have the cure for."
But I still care.... I guess brunettes can be "dumb" too
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| There is nothing really important. I have been having some troubles as of late but I think those are soon to be dust in the wind - to quote Kansas.
On other news, I think my schedule for classes next year include:
- Senior IB Lit
- AP Stats
- Honors Econ/ Political Systems
- World Studies course at CLC
- Intern/apprenticeship (2 periods)
- Symphonic Band
That is all fine and dandy but I don't really want to have to think about that until next year, Plus, then I have to deal with all the seniors I love leaving me. Sad Day.
But enough on that! This weekend I shall relax and attempt to make an amazing CR about that stupid book by Saul Bellow. (God Bless IB.... not!) If anyone wants to party with me (or save me from this dreaful novel) give me a call. I'm sure y'all have my number. Have a good weekend!
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